I have a sudden urge to read the Ghost Eye and Bunnicula books. I think there’s only one Ghost Eye book, which was a shame. It was beautifully illustrated.
These Haribo Twin-Snake gummies are tasty but they smell like feet
Peer support girl is getting on my nerves again. Yesterday I woke up feeling like garbage, and asked her not to come that day and she argued with me for like 3 minutes. Dude. Just say “okay, I won’t come today.” It’s not that friggin hard. I had to cancel my therapy appointment too. I’ll probably go next Monday and I’ll probably ask my therapist to go ahead and have them switch my peer support person. I had told her to hold off on it before, but I’m kinda done now.
I made ramen a little bit ago and the fucking bowl is cracked and it leaked everywhere. =_=;
Currently trying to make plans for an animation I want to make. It’s basically an animated picture, not a complete animation. Just a drawing with animated effects. I’m trying to figure out where to start on that.
Oh, and Oscar put his foot in my mouth. *spits repeatedly*
I caved and got Discovery Plus. It has a ton of old shows I used to watch, which is really cool. Only thing that sucks is they don’t have Live PD. 🙁
Anyhow, I’m concerned that Oscar’s pneumonia has come back because he’s snorting and sneezing a lot. I’m definitely taking him to the vet.
And I’ve all but given up on my donut. I’m just going to start from scratch.
It’s happened. I’ve finally met someone who’s more sensitive than me, and it is annoying. I sure hope I don’t come off like that.
Basically she’s my “peer support” from the place I get therapy at, and she had taken me to the library to rent some books. I have a hard time motivating myself to do stuff, especially reading. She asks, over and over again, “Have you read them”, “when do you think you might read them” and I got irritated, because I hate when people ask me the same questions over and over, and also I DON’T KNOW WHEN I MIGHT READ THEM. I said “When I feel like it.” and she got all weepy and told me to “be mindful of my tone”. I kind of wanted to smack her. I hate the word “mindful” too. It just fucking annoys me. Like…this girl is way younger than me and I hate having someone eight years younger than me treating me like a child. =_= When she first became my peer support, they had switched me from the previous girl to her because she was new and needed a caseload of clients. I had a really good relationship with the girl before her. I was so pissed when they switched me. Our personalities just do not match. She keeps trying to get me to volunteer at places, not taking my issues into consideration. I flat out told her I wasn’t going to volunteer any time soon. She ignored me and kept asking about “volunteering opportunities”. Also I had gone to the health food place to get Jojoba oil and saw a chapstick I might like, so I picked it up and she said “Not today”. What the fuck? I ignored her. Another time she took me to a gas station to grab a drink and I decided to quickly look at the sunglasses rack and she again said “Not today”. I’m sorry, I wasn’t under the impression I had to fcking ask your permission to look at something. I hATE when people in the mental health business treat me like I’m mentally diminished. It’s happened more times than I can count.
I miss the previous girl so much! 🙁
Is it normal for cats to shed their HWHISKERS in the winter? They’re all over the place.
Last night, I had dinner at my parents. Dad took me home, and on the way, called some of the music I like (80s pop) “boyband crap” and said one of my favorite artists “sounds like a little bitch”. I don’t know what his problem is but he gets really hateful sometimes and I don’t like to be around him when he’s like that, he’s so freakin’ negative. I was annoyed so I just shut my mouth and laid my head back until we got to my house.
Today I was having a nice day with mom, and then she brings it up. She said I offended him or hurt his precious feels or some shit. Has he no self awareness?! He was being a jagoff, and mom acts like only his fee-fees mattered. /rolls eyes/ She’ll do anything to avoid upsetting him. He never gets the blame for anything he does.
This is the guy that made fun of me when I thought I was having a stroke. I had already had one suspected mini-stroke, so it wasn’t a wild assumption. She defended him then as well. I’ve never felt so alone.
I know it’s dumb, but it really pissed me off.
Listening to: My Dying Bride – The Cry of Mankind