I had a dream last night that there was a computer virus that makes a person shit their pants.

Did I catch it? Yes. Did I shit my pants? Absolutely.


I apparently have “TMJ” syndrome. My jaw is all kinds of messed up. I will probably wind up getting shots (cortizone, I guess?) in my jaw joints which just really freaks me out. I’ve had to have have them in other places (spine mostly) and they hurrrt, even when they numb you before. The only reason I have to resort to that is because the other option, a mouth guard, is impossible. Put something foreign that isn’t food in my mouth and I will gag and even get sick. I’d never sleep. It’s just not plausible.

I’m dying to get windsprite.nu up and running! I’d move it to my other hosting but I really like being hosted by Buruma (check out her site, it’s cool)! I’ll just wait I guess XD

new domain

So I got a new domain (yeah yeah, I know, not again XD) for my main collective, windsprite.nu. I made the layout already and I’m so pleased with it. I think it’s probably the best layout I’ve ever made. My only problem is for the network page that lists my various sites, I need to use tables. I have never been able to understand tables. It’s tough with a learning disorder. I’m trying to use a table generator and I still am having trouble! I don’t know how to style them, either. =_=

Hopefully this will be the LAST domain change for the main collective. I really like this domain. It’s kind of how I finally settled down with rhythm-emotion.net (fanlisting collective) after a bunch of domain changes, and I don’t plan on changing again because I really like it.

I have to wait for my host to add the domain so I can use it. I’m antsy :B I have it uploaded on my test site here.


There is a non-medical weed dispensary in the middle of Gatlinburg, TN. I am so confused, TN isn’t a cannabis legalized state….I don’t think. O_o Anyhow, dad partook of the bud. Don’t know what kind he got. Then again, neither does he.

Anyhoo, I had a really fun time yesterday with JoAnna (my peer support). We went to Olive Garden. We went to a Hmong market and found Boba Tea in a can, which was delicious. It was honeydew flavor. I had never had Boba tea before, but there’s a boba tea place in Hickory called Bubbly and we are going there next time. Went to a Goodwill and found this odd little gadget, from I’m guessing the late 90s or early 2000s. I think that because the disc inside it pictured a “Baby One More Time” era Britney Spears. It was some kind of media player. This discs were oddly sized, so they wouldn’t fit in a normal CD player. Bright green, see-through so the circuitry was visible. Had a little grey screen on the top, opened like a CD player. I think it said it was some kind of video viewer. I kind of wish I’d bought it because it would have been less than a dollar and I am so fucking curious as to what exactly it is! Maybe it’ll still be there next week. I can’t find anything like it on the internet.

I go to the dentist tomorrow so my tooth will either be crowned, ground down, or gone. I do not look forward to it.

I can’t get to the dentist until Thursday. My tooth hurts worse than before 🙁 I wish I could just go back to the guy I saw Tuesday but he doesn’t take Medicaid. I also heard two different things regarding Medicaid and paying for crowns. Someone said they do pay for them, someone said they didn’t. I don’t have $1000 for a crown. I don’t know, but I don’t want to wind up with big gaps in my teeth.

Oh noooo! Saw the dentist today. I have a cracked tooth! It’s gonna need a crown. He said I have great teeth otherwise.

I found my 3DS!! I feel really bad about blaming the movers, thinking they stole it. They were honest guys. Had to order another charger because it’s nowhere to be found.

My blog is so interesting, I know. XD

I have a sudden urge to read the Ghost Eye and Bunnicula books. I think there’s only one Ghost Eye book, which was a shame. It was beautifully illustrated.

I don’t feel so great. I had a Covid test a couple days ago, but it was negative, so I know that’s not it.

I tried to do more unpacking but the boxes are so darn heavy, I could only handle getting one into the living room. I almost passed out after. I am so damn WEAK, and have a messed up arm, but no one will help me get the boxes out 🙁 *sigh* I can’t handle too much stuff like that. I have been getting really dizzy lately and that sure doesn’t help.

I went to my regular doctor for the ear/jaw issue, and I no longer have an ear infection….which is just weird because it still hurts. She referred me to an Ear Nose & Throat doctor for the jaw pain. She said I might have to get a mouth guard, which is expensive…I can’t keep going like this, though. I’m having a great deal of trouble eating. Now I’m having trouble closing my mouth completely. My teeth feel…uneven.

Well, I get to go out and have fun tomorrow 🙂 I’ll look forward to that.

Went out for Japanese last night, it was yummy. One thing though…there was a guy there who couldn’t keep his pants up. He literally could not. I saw his whole ass 30+ times. The whole thing. No underwear. He was going in and out of the place over and over, I don’t know what the hell he was doing. He had a screaming kid too. Invest in a belt, dude.

Oh yes, I bought an old Dreamcast and four games! I have such fond memories of my Dreamcast. It quit working around 2007-ish.

Went out with good peer support girl today, had a great time! Thank God! 😀 I was so happy to see her again.

I got a new domain for my main collective, aloneinkyoto.net, which I actually owned about 10 or more years ago. I know people are probably tired of me changing my domains though >_>; At least I usually redirect them instead of just letting the link go dead, I guess XD I didn’t do that for celestial.nu and kind of regret it.